Here is mine for the day:
"On this day, God wants you to know
... that it is time to finally forgive yourself. You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about."
Last night, I was out with a friend and I shared about my biggest mistake in my life: cheating on my previous boyfriend.
I know these things are randomized and may have no spiritual aspect to it, but the timing of such a message was quite interesting and well, you can't help but think "God truly works in mysterious ways..."
Can I assume that this is what it refers to?
I honestly don't want to assume this, but then again, it might be my mechanism of denial as well. That I still believe that I need to be punished for it.
I can't let go. I can't see myself as someone worthy of love after being used as a toy while I loved another person.
One step at a time.
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